I think if patient I could be a silent mouse a quiet tree if I could firm my mouth and shut oh how happy we could be but I cannot my innermost still marshals on to fight the war within and out my solemn pump resists the day the changing of the tides the timid […]
Category: On Love
And Then There Was One
so grandpa is ok. sort of. he has an ulcer, but its not death, so +1 for the santagati’s.“Now I see Love / Looking for you in this other girl’s eyes / Time and all you took / Only my freedom to fuck the whole world.” – Sam Beam Maybe you aren’t a liar, maybe […]
My One and Only Friend…
clearly this is indeed my opportunity to illuminate the pain and/or suffering I am supposed to be feeling right now within my words of art or poetry. it should be time to create a maudlin lil’ senryu of sadness and human failure. but dig, I just want my ID back. and my screwdriver. the rest, […]
1st-4-Life and LDP
Distance equals space. As God requires space, God creates it. As children of God, we do the same, creating our space or our distance as required, either tangibly, in terms of feet or miles, or intangibly, in terms of aloofness and silence. This is our connection to the heavens, not a book, not words, not […]
No Big Surprise
and this may shock you…but you think I haven’t noticed? I am more saddened than shocked. It hit me hard, of course, but it wasn’t quite like the blast of cold that slaps you when you first jump into the lake in January…its like being in the water as it slowly turns to ice…my skin […]
Each Key
each key on this board, white expanse, crying out to my depression, too many hearts have fallen in my wake, now mine too likewise crushed by love’s loss. how many times have the doors closed behind me, how many warm wet dreams bled into my shirt as I let her cry? as she let it […]
Here
After all is said and done…you know who you are. And while I don’t totally blame you for the horrible fate that befell the time we spent, I must say that you by far were the main catalyst. I wish you had never come back. That you had just stayed the hell out of my […]
She Passed
She passed and when her breath had gone we ate and drank to her life and dreamt of her smiling face and crying heart and thought again of good times shared when first she left us. She returned for but a breath and then when hence we caught her eye and realized she was in […]
One Night at the Dreams
Then, out of the mass of moving bodies, there she stood. I stopped, frozen for a second or two that felt like forever, then: “Hi, Anthony…I am in trouble, aren’t I?” “You damn straight.” The difference between my eSelf and my real person are so vast and great as to make any real description of […]
Its Not Love
Its not love my mind denies it whilst my thoughts lie caught in absentminded dreams of her smiles past its not, it can’t be each wish a dish full of a mishmash of desires unsatisfied and hunger unfulfilled the ache in my stomach is just the caffeine that keeps me up at this ungodly hour […]
Sumter Sister
I can’t stop thinking about her…every little thing is on my mind, and I don’t know what to do about it…I know its cathartic to write about it, but I fear the consequences of these keystrokes…what if she reads these words and figures, correctly, how turned upside down I am about her, and it turns […]